Steadfast Amidst Challenges
Ghie Sibayan, Director, SIM Philippines
In my missionary life, I can identify three major circumstances which could have caused me to waver in serving where God has called me. First, when my late husband died of cancer, I thought I was done with cross-cultural missions. Second, when we had a major conflict in our team, I wanted to leave as a few other workers did. Third, when the long Covid-19 pandemic created within me concerns, fear of uncertainties and grief. Three key responses helped me to serve in an unwavering manner despite challenges in life and ministry.
First, willingness on my part to adjust. I knew that change was inevitable. However, life events like sickness, death, conflict, uncertainties, and transitions involve lots of changes that it could become difficult to adjust. But I decided not to let myself be stuck in what was before the change. I had to try to adjust and move on. I learned to grieve and forgive as I knew “that too would pass.”
Secondly, staying in community. When we are hurting, we normally tend to isolate ourselves. It is during such moments we need to surround ourselves more with a community of trustworthy people. They could be close friends, mentors, accountability partners, or counselors. That was what I did. I had people who journeyed with me in my pain and confusion without judgment and who reminded me of what was true about God, myself, and others.
Thirdly, recognizing God’s presence. When we are in the dark season of our lives, we may not feel God. But the truth remains that God is ever-present. During my dark moments I found fresh meaning in Psalm 23:4. Even when I was groping in the dark, I realized that I did not have to be afraid because God was with me. His rod of protection against the enemies and His staff of guidance were my comfort.
“As I recognised God’s presence, I could also hold on to Him as my hope.”
Remember “… those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.” (Isaiah 40:31)
Living through the different challenges of life and ministry has not been easy for me. The Lord has been enabling me to serve steadfastly by being willing to adjust, stay in community, and recognize God’s presence. Let us “… be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labour is not in vain.” (1 Cor. 15:58)